Dae-Dae's original poetry

I would always see the two of them
Identical in every way.
They would run through the forest
Always at six, when the dew was still fresh.
Their pale white skin stood out among the dense foliage.
The glow of the sun sparkled against their bosoms,
While their long blonde hair floated in the breeze.
Every once in a while they would look up at me
Gazing through my bedroom window.
Then they would climb the branched of the old Oak,
Spread their legs wide,
And give me full view of their inverted diamonds.
They must have reached puberty
Little sprouts of their own rising outward
Only a peep they gave then back into the forest they went.
I never found out where they came from.
Only that they were there for me.

I can’t concentrate with you standing there.
You don’t even know you’re distracting me.
It’s the only reason I come to the library.
Not the tranquility, it’s not quiet in here.
I sit and stare for hours
Not getting any work done.
And you, oblivious to the fact
You fill my lustful teenage desires
I would tell you myself
But fear of rejection hangs heavy in the air
It’s not accepted in society, in life.
I’ll just keep it to myself
Hope that one day
You notice
And send me on my way.

We are such opposites
That’s what I love
You’re so driven
Getting everything done
You’re so beautiful
Smiling all the time

My fantasies you infiltrate
Naked and cumming
My dreams you penetrate
Can’t sleep without you
You’re the ying to my yang
The 6 to my 9
You bring me serenity
You are my angel

Conflicted emotions
On what I should do
It’s something I cant help
I’m in love with you
Everyday I think of days
Together we could be
Treat you in soft ways
Won’t you just love me

We started out as friends
Later it was more
You turned into someone
Someone I adore
You lured me with your smile
Trapped me with a kiss
Let me eat your nanny
Then I was dismissed

I read the signals wrong
I thought it was okay
Wish I could take it back
And Make it go away

The year is now two-thousand five
My love is still so great
I must suppress my love for you
All feelings must abate
My heart is so torn asunder
Its aching in my chest
I wish I never met you
Then I wouldn’t be obsessed
These emotions inside are clashing
I just want to be with you
I’m content with us just being friends
But wish your love I could accrue

I had a secret that I should have kept
But it was burning a whole in my heart
It wasn’t that bad but I just had to tell her
Now our friendship has fallen apart

I wrote her a letter it began like this:
I have a crush just to let you know
From the moment I saw you
It all started with hello

You helped me to me room
You told me your name
We both like sports
We did a lot the same

But after I told you
We never spoke again
The worst thing has happened
I lost you as my friend

The blood just drips
from the slits in my wrist.
The pain is just a blurr
compared to what’s from her.
She ignores me every moment of every day
I gotta get out, just run far far away.
I cut and cut till there’s nothing left
Blood oozing from this self-inflicted cleft.
I walk around just pretending
This life I live is never ending.

He took a piece of my heart that day
We fucked and cuddled the time away
Told me stories of his past
Oh, how I wished the dark would last
Soon enough, home I went
With thoughts of how my night was spent
Arose some feelings deep inside
Some so lovely I even cried
Maybe a boyfriend is what I see
Such happy thoughts of what could be
But today I cried with different intention
I have a feeling of inattention
I can’t explain it to anyone
This is just not something I would have done
Crying over men is just so queer
After sex I’m usually austere
But I found this boy I just adore
These are feelings I just can’t ignore

Do I look like a girl in love?
Something I shall never speak of
Sure he’s cute, sure he’s smart,
Sure he steals a piece of my heart
It’s his smile that clears the rain
And his laugh that rids the pain
His brown eyes, in the light change grey
Makes me inert, makes me gay
I would give the world to him
Just to lie there skin to skin
Embracing close beneath the covers
As if Jah himself had made us lovers
It’s heaven when he touches me
His only girl I wish to be
I know this joy will never last
I’ll be left feeling like an ass

But until that day I’ll live with pleasure
Dreaming sweet dreams of my quixotic treasure

I want to tell you what I’m feeling inside
But the fear is just too strong
I want you to know what’s going on
But to tell you would be so wrong

At first you didn’t want a girlfriend
And then you wanted mine
Now you want a relationship
But not with me, im not divine

My choice is to let everything go
Keeping all feelings under my breath
Holding all the pain inside
Till the day I end it all with death

You ask me how I’m feeling
I don’t know how to reply
I could say I feel a certain way
But it would all just be a lie

Abandoned Betrayed Confused Depressed
These are all ones you could have guessed

Empty Frustrated Guilty Heartbroken
I say these constant, they’re just unspoken

Insecure Jealous Kissable Lost
I keep inside, but at what cost

Misused Neglected Offended Pussy
You prolly think I’m being fussy

Queer Rejected Suspicious Tired
Not the feelings I have desired

Unloved Vulnerable Worthless X-rated
Such shitty emotions I have created

The truth is there’s only one answer
I know now how to make it real
I don’t need to name an emotion
Cuz in the end you make me feel

Every night I sit up waiting
Staring at my phone
Wishing for it to ring
But it never does

Every night I sit up thinking
Are you at home now?
What are you doing
Why won't you call?

Every night I sit up crying
I'm not with you
You hurt me so
I need your touch

I'm wasting my time
You'll never understand
I'll keep on wishing
Every night

Its fluffy texture just fills my entire mouth
Even the container it comes in says, "use me"
That's why she likes it so much
She goes into shock when it expands on her nipples
I like to draw pictures on her belly
Giant elephants, cuddly little bunnies, clouds,
All of them her favorite, but that's just play
She loves it when I put some in my mouth
feeling its consistency
Then swallow up her clit until the cream runs out.
Out and down the sides of her legs.
All for me to lick up and start over again.

I’m not good at anything
I don’t have a skill
I need a good talent
I need Dr. Phil.

I can write stories
And my poems are great
Maybe the piano
Songs I can create.

But there’s one thing I do
That’s better than the rest
Putting things in my mouth
Sucking dick is the best!

Extra-Credit

I failed my test today,
Fraction and decimals.
Dad said to try my best,
I let him down.
I can’t take this grade home
Home to disappointment.
I pleaded with Mr. Lenier
Just a B or C+, wasn’t working.
Why’s he looking at me like that?
I feel so naked, Stupid and naked
But he’s smiling
Maybe it’s a B or an A
I know that look, all too well
He wants me!
I can use this!
I start sucking my thumb
It’s working
I can see his erection starting.
I move and sit on his lap
Asking again, “what about my grade?”
He laughs, “How bad do you want it?”
He looks at his member, strokes it hard.
That’s my cue
Unzipping his pants I begin my quest
I replaced my thumb with his engorged penis
Slowly taking in his head
Tonguing his balls
Savoring every part of him
Inside my mouth I can feel his pulse
He’s quivering, hands on my head
He’s having convulsions
No, he’s coming
I can taste it
So salty, but delectably tasty
I swallow as much as I can
Too much, it’s on my chin
He’s smiling
I did it!
Now I can go home proud

With my ass in the air
And my pussy dripping wet
I wait for his finger
All of my dreams being met
Loosening my anus
His finger goes in my ass
Just a bit of pleasure
Two fingers feel like a mass
I can feel his dick now
Such a large head pushing in
The pain, unbearable!
The pleasure, will it begin?
Oh, it feels so good now
Fucking me long and so fast
Grabbing my nipples hard
Mmm, the feeling unsurpassed

I come so hard I almost weep
He squirts his cum down in the deep

I was feeling so bad
But now I feel worse
I just kept on eating
My actions so perverse

A fuckin cake I ate
All chocolaty and sweet
I wasn’t even hungry
I just wanted to eat

Tried to use food
To offset my pain
I’m so pissed off
Why didn’t I refrain?

This is so fucked up
I follow you around like a long lost pup
I can’t figure out why I do what I do
I push things aside just to be with you
I don’t feel respected
I just feel rejected
It’s a pox on my brain
I’m going insane!
And still I give up my day
Am I destined this way?
To forever be a pawn
From night until dawn
I just need to back up
Cuz this is so fucked up!

I did it again
I went to your place
The river was dry
Maybe you need your space?

Do I make things complicated?
Is it cuz of me you’re like this?
Am I all up in your grill?
Have I judged you amiss?

Well, fine then I’ll take a hint
I’ll leave you alone hereafter
I prolly won’t and that’s my fault
So I’ll just drown my sorrows in laughter

I know I’ve hit rock bottom
I’m doing some truly awful shit
I’m having sex for money now
I’m sellin pot by the bit

Soon enough I’ll be homeless
I’m loosing all my friends
I’m expected to do everything
I’m trying to meet all odds and ends

I must stop this foolishness
Before it gets me killed
Or I could get arrested
My life then to rebuild

But I don’t care anymore
Life’s too short to waste
I’ll live the rest like a whore
The honest life I won’t taste!